Happiness. Enjoyment. Excitement. Saddness. Boringness.
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Chai Lee
20 Oct 1988
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Saturday, August 14, 2010, 12:04 AM
Ask myself this question..how long can i stand my current life w/o him around, communicate 2 times a week...sometime, I really want to sms him but I think that I am disturbing him or I'm just too irritating..I just discard the whole msg..I hate being alone at night...it really feel bad! I can't control myself from crying..he stArt working for almost 2 months yet I still not totally use to it...i simply useless...wanna say how I feel but I could not bring up, I does not want to affect him...I just being too silly, yes I am!! The happiest day of my day is at night when we are on the phone just for abt 30-40mins..during the short moment everything seems back to normal but the only thing different was I drop my tears everytime before we end the call..I just dun bare to hang up but there no choice but to do so...Dear, can u heard shouting out!! I feeling sad!!! Anyone, understand my feeling!!! ........
Thursday, August 05, 2010, 10:50 AM
Yesterday night was on the phone with dear and he told he he is on operation in india next month which would take 4 months for him to be bck...which would be end of the year in dec..sep to first week of nov is on intership so I dun have much time and I won't feel lonely but how abt the rest of the days till he is back??!! Horrible days for me, I am sure!!!
A lonely bday for both of us this year...far distance..does not look forward to oct at all..I just want 2010 to end asap!